Present to the Life Entrusted to Us
A Season of Renewal
The love that I have wasted, O
God of love, renew. As we near the end of our liturgical year, we have an
opportunity to renew our lives. Events crowd out our days; there is so much to
do and so little time. Modern communication promised us time to relax, yet we
are stressed about missing out and lose the chance to discover what truly
brings life.
Not More Work, but Presence
I don't think Jesus is asking us
to take on more work or cram more into our days. He asks us to be present to
our own abilities and to use our time well. The worrying figure in the gospel
is the servant who buried his talent. Fearful of not meeting expectations, he
did nothing, which serves neither master nor servant. It is not about doing
more. It is about being present to the life entrusted to us, to give glory to
God.
Slowing Down This Week
This week I have slowed down to
examine what truly brings me life. Pausing, I have noticed people going through
difficult events, where the questions of life and death come into sharp relief.
This is not just about having our bags packed. It is about seeing each moment
as an opportunity to meet the God who loves us from the inside out.
Two Moments of Waiting
While waiting for the bank to
open, I talked with a woman who wondered why it did not open earlier. This led
to a deeper conversation about what had brought her there and the worries she
carried. It was a time to be present, not just to the conversation, but to the
person. Time spent waiting became a moment of encounter.
That same day I waited for my car
to be serviced, and it seemed to consume the whole day. Was I wasting my time,
or could I use it to reflect on how I prepare my homilies? Daytime quiz shows
could have consumed my time, leaving me more alone and bereft.
Proverbs: The Woman and Her Works
Reflecting on these moments, I
noticed how the readings came into view. Proverbs speaks of a woman busy with
wool and flax, who brought her creative skills to a good end. The words that
stay with me are “Give her a share in what her hands have worked for and let
her works tell her praises at the city gates.” This was not just profit but an
inner joy that radiated out to the whole city.
St Paul: Awake to the Time
St Paul speaks to the
Thessalonians about the appropriate time, using images of the womb in labour
and the thief in the night. He cautions against seeking only a quiet life, for
circumstances change quickly. He calls us to be awake to the goodness within us
that can radiate light to our world. This points to the sin of acedia,
remaining unfocused and asleep, a sin I often struggle with. It is hard to stay
awake when so many people are shining the light on things we cannot change.
The Gospel of the Talents
Then Jesus steps in with the
Gospel of the talents. At first glance I thought it focused on those who used
their talents wisely and enjoy a relationship with the master. But the focus
seems to be on the person who buries his talent in the ground. This is not
about his capacity to do good but about his reluctance to take even the first
step. He fears a master he sees as demanding, reaping where he has not sown.
The harsh judgement on him looms large: the master’s anger excludes him, and he
is cast into the darkness.
What Kind of God Do We Imagine?
Is Jesus challenging us about our
relationship with God? How do we imagine God to be? A demanding boss or a stern
overseer? Or is Jesus trying to wake us up to the connection between how we
live now and trust in that relationship? This is not about working harder or
praying longer, but about trusting that God desires us to live from the heart
of this relationship. Each day we are given the chance to be awake to the
moments where our creativity and presence make a difference, open to God’s love
poured out.
Closing Prayer
The love that I have wasted, O
God of love, renew. May we be present to the life entrusted to us, and so give
glory to God.
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