It is to always possible to remember those times when someone or something has cut us to the bone. The wound seems to be so deep that we never think that we will recover and that it will remain open to the ravages of the wind. There can be attempts to close the wound on our own but we know how is it is to become infected by the very violence of the person who has wounded us. We can fester in thoughts of revenge and cold fury which can harness our every waking moment and contaminate our dreams. They can ravage havoc not only on our mental well-being but also on how we look after ourselves. It can seem like a black hole where the more we notice it the more it consumes us and drags us in.
Yet the remedy is to foster a life of forgiveness where we can discover a healing which is not our own. This is not just a platitude of saying that time heals all wounds but rather to seek a way of being present to what most deeply harms us. It calls away from an inclination to mutually assured destruction towards a way of life which seeks to continually seek forgiveness as the bedrock of our lives. This is not a cheap grace where we simply confess our sins and move on but rather a deep engagement where we listen to God in the place where we have been most wounded. By living out of that place with light and hope we discover that we do not seek to heal ourselves but rather discover the balm that reaches deep into the place where it is most needed. It calls us to be people who want to allow God's life and grace into our most guarded fortress.
It seems so easy to forget in the midst of debates and discussions that our lives are called to live for Christ with our whole being. This is not a way of living which is an added extra but engages us in our daily struggles to be a person who comes to life in him. It is not just a way of introspection on how we clean up our own actions but rather how our lives reach out to others. We are in all cases wounded healers who join our wounds to his. For by his wounds we are healed.
Yet the remedy is to foster a life of forgiveness where we can discover a healing which is not our own. This is not just a platitude of saying that time heals all wounds but rather to seek a way of being present to what most deeply harms us. It calls away from an inclination to mutually assured destruction towards a way of life which seeks to continually seek forgiveness as the bedrock of our lives. This is not a cheap grace where we simply confess our sins and move on but rather a deep engagement where we listen to God in the place where we have been most wounded. By living out of that place with light and hope we discover that we do not seek to heal ourselves but rather discover the balm that reaches deep into the place where it is most needed. It calls us to be people who want to allow God's life and grace into our most guarded fortress.
It seems so easy to forget in the midst of debates and discussions that our lives are called to live for Christ with our whole being. This is not a way of living which is an added extra but engages us in our daily struggles to be a person who comes to life in him. It is not just a way of introspection on how we clean up our own actions but rather how our lives reach out to others. We are in all cases wounded healers who join our wounds to his. For by his wounds we are healed.
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